This post has probably been done before, but I still want to say it because it feels important to say.
Last May I was having a very hard time. I was having passive suicidal thoughts, and couldn't wrap my mind around everyday life. I could barely function. I could barely eat. The only thought that kept me going was "I want to live until I can play Dancer in Shadowbringers."
I could only play on the first day 5.0 dropped, and then my time got massively clogged up, and I was booked solid for the next month. I could finally touch the game again in mid-August, but by then I was so upset that I'd missed prime time of the expansion that I was afraid to touch it. I was so sad and scared that everyone was finished playing it and it'd be a ghost town when I showed up. But with 5.1 dropping soon, two weeks ago I thought "this time, I have to catch up." This time I'd be ready to play the new content with everyone.
Tonight I finally finished Shadowbringers. I cried the whole ending. Almost the whole game, even.
This game saved my life. And now that I've played it, I feel like I know what to do to keep living. As Urianger said, "Thou needst but have faith. Have faith and all will be well."
Tomorrow will come, and I know how to face it now. And the next day. And the next.
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Last May I was having a very hard time. I was having passive suicidal thoughts, and couldn't wrap my mind around everyday life. I could barely function. I could barely eat. The only thought that kept me going was "I want to live until I can play Dancer in Shadowbringers."
I could only play on the first day 5.0 dropped, and then my time got massively clogged up, and I was booked solid for the next month. I could finally touch the game again in mid-August, but by then I was so upset that I'd missed prime time of the expansion that I was afraid to touch it. I was so sad and scared that everyone was finished playing it and it'd be a ghost town when I showed up. But with 5.1 dropping soon, two weeks ago I thought "this time, I have to catch up." This time I'd be ready to play the new content with everyone.
Tonight I finally finished Shadowbringers. I cried the whole ending. Almost the whole game, even.
This game saved my life. And now that I've played it, I feel like I know what to do to keep living. As Urianger said, "Thou needst but have faith. Have faith and all will be well."
Tomorrow will come, and I know how to face it now. And the next day. And the next.
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