I know this opinion isnt popular nor probably even relatable to most, but for someone like myself, i began raiding with a casual static and came to the point in my life where im working to do things i havent dome before in real life at all - like being free from working for someone else, seeing the world, and using my time to help people in a meaningful way. I am closer to achieving this goal with every passing day, but for now, because i am employed, i work from sunrise to sunset and usually only have just a few hours to myself each night unless i skip out on sleep and many many things i absolutely need to do in real life. Lately, i have been doing such a thing in party finder, because i do not have time to commit to a static, nor do i want to, so im just trying to get this tier over as fast as i can. Why do i even bother? Because i enjoy helping others raid, whether its joining a static vc or joining a pf group and helping others have fun playing the game. That is where i find joy, becsuse i always emd up in a spot where im.leading or doing callouts in raid situations anyway, because i learn really fast.
As of late, ive been suffering in pf so much that after being 1.58% enrage on m11s monday night and being 0.07% phase one m12s last night, im beginning to daydream and fall asleep while raiding. I took a day off wednesday, and yesterday, i was in m12, and spent the entire evening skipping dinner and staying up past midnight because this group i was in hit the 0.07% without potions and wanted to get a clean pull to clear phase one. That never happened, and besides that, i was so tired that on the second and latest closest pull of the night, i was the one memeing, becaue i was so tired by thia point that i died by getting my toe clipped from a bad camera angle and got a damage down from having a keyboard slip issue that "lagged" me a fraction of a second while dropping aoes in the intercardinal-safe pattern on act 3. I went to bed, cried in my pillow for a second, woke up and found out my aloe vera plants got frozen overnight, because i didnt know it was going to freeze last night (i live where it doesnt regularly freeze in winter) and the group finally cleared phase one without me with a tank that did tremendously less damage than i did. Seeing that felt like a kick in the groin, so what im.asking is,
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As of late, ive been suffering in pf so much that after being 1.58% enrage on m11s monday night and being 0.07% phase one m12s last night, im beginning to daydream and fall asleep while raiding. I took a day off wednesday, and yesterday, i was in m12, and spent the entire evening skipping dinner and staying up past midnight because this group i was in hit the 0.07% without potions and wanted to get a clean pull to clear phase one. That never happened, and besides that, i was so tired that on the second and latest closest pull of the night, i was the one memeing, becaue i was so tired by thia point that i died by getting my toe clipped from a bad camera angle and got a damage down from having a keyboard slip issue that "lagged" me a fraction of a second while dropping aoes in the intercardinal-safe pattern on act 3. I went to bed, cried in my pillow for a second, woke up and found out my aloe vera plants got frozen overnight, because i didnt know it was going to freeze last night (i live where it doesnt regularly freeze in winter) and the group finally cleared phase one without me with a tank that did tremendously less damage than i did. Seeing that felt like a kick in the groin, so what im.asking is,
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